I haven't cried that much since last september
since the night that I fell out with my best friend.
Maybe once or twice, I don't quite remember
I just know that I have felt so much love since then.

Like when @Jack Lundie said good bye
in the beer garden, made me promise I
would let him know when I arrived safe back home.

And when @sharkey said I could share her bed
when she left for work patted me on the head
and said thanks for making this place feel less alone

Now I've got warm tears on tired cheeks from smiling way too hard.
Maizy said I'm sorry for calling them baby steps,
now that I see how far you've come since then.
I wasn't left with that much choice,
but I hope that you hear me sing my songs
you hear the smile thats in my voice,
thats in my voice.

Outside on the phone with @rou at midnight,
and she straight up asks me hows my mental health.
its only that our friend ben thinks I might not be okay
I'm only sad that he didn't reach out for himself.

I got a little weird after you mentioned Brodie,
I know you meant well but i still think you know me,
well enough to know that I'll be fine.

and its scary to think I might not ever have left,
I'm more inspired these days than I could ever had guessed,
and surrounded by faces I'm glad not to have left behind.

Now I've got warm tears on tired cheeks from smiling way too hard.
Maizy said I'm sorry for calling them baby steps,
now that I see how far you've come since then.
I wasn't left with that much choice,
but I hope that you hear me sing my songs
you hear the smile thats in my voice,
thats in my voice.

I hope that I don't bore you, or fall asleep before you,
I hope we never run out of nice things to say.
Lets sip tea and I will listen, sat cross-legged in your kitchen
to everything that went on while I was away.